More on yesterday’s quote of the day and why I admire my undergraduate advisor
Thursday, July 31st, 2008First, some background. I was lucky enough to be enrolled in the Honors program at my school. In retrospect this is one of the best things that ever happened to me solely because of Honors General Chemistry II lab. Instead of a “normal” lab where you go in a few times a week and do some experiments out of a manual or something like this, the Hon Gen Chem II lab put us (as second semester Freshmen) into a Real Science Lab to work as assistants. I don’t even remember exactly how I ended up working in the lab that I did, although I do remember the professor expressing some reluctance at having a couple of freshmen in the lab. Regardless, he let myself and another student come and assigned us to work alongside a tech that was in the lab at the time. I really fell in love with the whole atmosphere. The lab dynamic was great, it was exciting to be doing Real Science, and I just felt like this was what life should be like.
At the end of the semester, Dr. L came to me and said he’d be glad to have me back just as an independent research assistant, and I jumped at the offer. From then on, if I was at the University I was working in the lab (I took at least one summer off to go home and work). It might also be worth noting that I was a real sucker - most of the time I was working for free.
It was during my time in Dr. L’s lab that I switched my major from Biology to Chemistry, gained my interest in structural biophysics, and decided that I really wanted to go into academia. Some of these things had been floating around in my mind, but here I could see people living out the life, and it looked great.
Now a few words about Dr. L himself. For some reason I have a hard time explaining his personality. I just recently realized what he’s “got” that most people don’t - the ability to constructively criticize. For instance, when I wrote him the other day I had mentioned what I was thinking about doing for research for the rest of my life (a topic I’ve given some thought to). In 3 or 4 short sentences in his reply he completely dismantled the idea in a way that not only made a huge amount of sense, but after a moment’s reflection revealed itself as 100% correct. On top of that, I wasn’t upset that my dreams had been dashed, but rather excited and fired up about his alternate recommendations.
Another anecdote that still sticks with me: I was taking one of the classes he taught (I forget the name, structural biophysics maybe… anyway, it’s not important). It was mostly graduate students with a few undergrads sprinkled in. He handed around a take-home exam to the class, with the admonishment that we were to work on it alone. I was sitting next to my friend, another undergrad who worked in the lab, and we both sort of gave one another a “yeah right” look. Then Dr. L gave the class a short speech. The root message was something like:
You are all here because you plan on being scientists. As a scientist, everything you do is based on your personal ethics. If you cheat on this test, you are cheating on yourselves, and there is no way you will make for a decent scientist
I remember feeling like the biggest chump for ever even thinking about doing otherwise, and determined to take extra measures to avoid even looking like I wasn’t working on the test alone. Not only that, but this short speech has stuck with me since then and applies to everything I do as a researcher.
I can’t think of a single other person I’ve worked for or with that can so efficiently mentor, inspire, and motivate. He does it without any obvious effort. I can’t lie, I think I have a bit of a case of hero worship. He’s really my role model; I feel like if I ever make it through graduate school and onto an academic position of my own, if I could be 50% of the advisor he is I’d improve on most others that I’ve seen.
The interesting and telling thing is that he is not a “hotshot” scientist as measured by a lot of the metrics considered important (like funding). I remember one tough period when I was in the lab where we were washing and reusing pipette tips, “borrowing” chemicals and supplies, etc. Since then I get the impression that things have changed for the better and that the lab is doing fine for itself. This is so odd to me - I’ve seen dysfunctional, less productive labs that are funded through the ears. Just another comment on the system, I suppose.
Do you have any figures like this in your scientific or personal life?



